Thursday, December 17, 2009Y
life sux

kindly doesn't have the mood to update happy stuff.. feel veri down.. my home is in a mess now..
dun feel like tokin or listening..
sis is feelin stress
bro is fuckin rude
mum is angry n heart-broken
dad is tired
okiess, sry that i may sound sarcastic but seriously i m sick n tired of all this..
first: sis is not feelin stress.. stress is caused by her own thinkin.. she thinks that she is the first child, she nid to set good example, high expectation, exams comin and other her own pro is makin her stress.. halow.. firstly from the start u have nv set a gd example le.. yea mayb sometimes u have.. high expectation, we all have wad.. exams comin, if u have prepare yrself for exams, i dun get it y u feel stress.. other pro i dun feel like tokin abt it.. all this is caused by yrself.. real stress is not like this lols..
second: bro is fuckin rude la.. he told my mum to keep quiet.. hu the hell he think he is.. fuck.. he also think he is stress.. halow.. you choose this path de.. you jolly well accept the choice u made.. work n study.. u say u can cope.. so dun come home n vent yr anger on us.. work is stress, exams comin also stress.. u think u r more stress.. halow.. no.. if u manage tym well, i dun think u will say u r stress.. always meet friends.. yr friends is yr mum n dad arh.. than go call them daddy n mummy la.. home is not a hotel for u to slp onli okiess.. stop get influence by yr friends..
third: mum sometimes dun understand wad sis tryin to say.. yes both is at fault.. hais.. but i still think mum is the wu gu ones in this case.. think properly, it is always mum's fault even through she always try to do her best to give the three of us equal treatment..
fourth: dad.. dad knows nth as we nv told him anything.. he is tired from workin.. he has totally no tym to slp or come home.. see him 3 to 4 times a week.. sometimes he went overseas to work.. i dun even get to see him for 1 week.. he has so many things to worry.. dun want to add on to his worries n i dun wan mum to get hurt again..
firth: i know i write all this, ppl will think i dun have fault meh.. i dun wan to get involve in it anymore.. i m tired of all tis.. i m not a good gal or a bad gal.. i m jux tryin to be myself..
y sis n bro will always say they r stress.. sldn't i b the one to say i m stress.. my GPA is so low, ya i know is my fault but i nv say i m stress.. i m tired yet i still nid to listen to yr lao sao.. can u all think wad is the cause of it.. jux sit n think n settle.. so easy n yet nid to quarrel n make things worst.. wad is the use of quarrelin? can it help to settle the problem.. ytd we r still laughin n today we r quarrelin.. wad the.. home is in a super mess.. i dun feel like botherin and sis say i dun care..
if i dun care, i can jux walk out of this home and treat this home like a hotel.. come n slp n go out.. or nv comes back.. this is not a home that i always wish for.. this home is gettin more n more fan.. i dun wan to add on to mum's worries.. i dun wan to see mum cry again.. now is the tym for mum n dad to enjoy.. we r like 20 18 17 le.. we sld think of our own act n responsibility.. we can't always have dad and mum to protect us.. we have to walk on our own feet.. hais.. if sis n bro can think thru jiu hao le..
i seriously have no mood to do anything.. jux now have a thought that if i m gone, my sis can have a room of hers.. than this might not happen.. silly mii.. this will onli caused more problems.. now sld be thinkin how to settle this freak pro.. tmr will be a silent day for mii and my family..
~ post at 1:20 AM ~
Tuesday, December 08, 2009Y
limmin's hse
hmm.. didnt went to sch today, plain lazy plus holiday comin so holiday mode is on.. hahass. .
than went to get ready n went to limmin's hse.. read comic n this n that.. than went home!!!
ps: my post is getting shorter n shorter.. hahass.. feeling bored bahs..
~ post at 10:56 PM ~
Monday, December 07, 2009Y
sch
hmm.. went to sch at 2 than do project at library but comp keep givin mi pro la.. PC!!!
than went for lesson than went off to meet limmin to fix my comp!! i gonna be comp-less for 5 days!! hais!! sian ah..
ps:
THERE IS SO MANY COPYCATS NO IS COPY-DOGS AROUND ME!!! WHAT THE HELL LA!!! GONNA BE VERY CAREFUL NEXT TIME!!!
~ post at 10:52 PM ~
Sunday, December 06, 2009Y
grandmum's hse
woke up at 5 in the morning lols..
went to get ready n went off to grandmum's hse.. 2 hrs of car trip.. tirin lols.. reach there n start resting.. slp like a pig.. than went shoppin.. bought 2 T-shirts.. hahass.. gonna pack my room when holiday came.. this holiday gonna be a busy one.. i m offically broke.. than reach home at 1 lols.. slp at 3.. tired!!!
~ post at 10:50 PM ~
Saturday, December 05, 2009Y
xiaoman's hse
hmm..
wake up in the morning, went out to meet shirin and we went to find place at ps.. than xiaoman came than we start out project!! our actor didnt show up so i become the actress.. lols.. than we went off to buy our stuff..
than went to xia0man's hse and start exploring her hse.. i start playing wif her savin thingy.. hahass fun lols.. than start our project than tis n tat than start doin funny things but my comp is down for service so i cant upload now.. hahass than start eatin this n tat..
went off n shirin n i walk the wrong way lols.. than walk back is raining le.. than meet her bf n i went home..
~ post at 10:38 PM ~
Friday, December 04, 2009Y
updates!!!
hmm..
1 dec tuesday: went for sch than study lols.. than help shirin wif her role play than we went to ikea to eat.. hahass.. chit chat than went off..
2 dec wed: went for sch than my bev presentation.. than went home..
3 dec thurs: went to sch to study than i got my bankin result back.. i m super happi lols..
mr quek: liqi
mii: shh!!
mr quek: point grade B
mii: oh okiess B.. HUH!!! B, teacher got buff mii anot!!
mr quek: no..
mii jumpin ard the class.. hahass..
i m so happi.. than went home.. get ready n meet limmin ziyan n yanxin at khabit.. head down to bishan.. went to eat first than went tobuy some snacks.. than went up to the cinema.. alot of ppl.. most of them come to watch new moon lols.. hahass.. than movie start!! super nice!!! i super love the wolf!!! hahass.. than went home..
4 dec fri: went to sch than study than WFB my last paper over!! yeah can relax le.. than went to rebond my hair!!! hahass.. yeah!! i look weird now so wait for another 1 week bahs.. hahass.. my teacher give our class christmas present.. so sweet ritex!! hahass..
~ post at 3:19 AM ~
Tuesday, December 01, 2009Y
photos!!!
~ post at 1:33 AM ~